Letter From Bridgette

Hey,

So I know that we will never be anything again. Aside from being out of each others lives for good. I obviously don’t have permission to contact you…ie: Jordan. So I don’t even know why I am writing you. I guess unlike you, I would of liked to have had one last conversation with a good friend, before we split ways. But that could not happen. Your friend had to talk for you and that sucks more. I understand that you are scared of Dave. But he knows absolutely nothing about this and never will. Nor does anyone else. I do respect you, and care about you.

As you know, I am dealing with this situation..STILL. The complications suck….You were in it with me but I know that you are not anymore. It sucks that you had to tell Jordan too. Honestly Stavros, are you trying to ruin my life? Do you hate me that much?…I already know the answer to that question. I guess I just wanted you to know that I feel like you don’t understand the reason I decided to split. I HURT you. I know that. There are just some things that could never be, but you got so angry at me for that. I felt like there was nothing I could do about it except this…Because in this case friendship was not enough. I am sorry I couldn’t be what you wanted. But in reality, we all go through that a million times. It just hurts to know that we could have always been close friends, but now we never will be anything and forever is a damn long time. I never intended things to end on this shitty of a note. I really didn’t. But they did. I am sure you are doing better by now anyway though. Sometimes we all get over people sooner then we think.

This e-mail was kind of rambling and we all know how good I am at speaking/typing English. Just wanted to get a few last words in but I realize I can’t even do it through e-mail…Maybe you feel like it is just better not to know anything….I respect that. I will leave you alone like you wish. Good luck with life. Your time won’t be wasted with such a “Naive, Stubborn, Rude” girl again…

B