What’s the Point
I’m feeling really weird about life lately. Every day to me is the same, and it’s almost like I’m entirely alone. Every day I go to work, then I go home, alone, and sit here, with nothing to do, and nobody to talk to. Nobody calls me, and unless I go to a bar (by myself), I see nobody for weeks on end.
I often think about how my life here and now would be identical to me living in a cabin in the middle of nowhere; I’d see and talk to the same number of people, and I’d feel just as lonely and pointless as I do now.
When I look in the mirror, I feel bad about how I look. I look at photos of myself from 2007 and wonder why I can’t look like that now, and how my lifestyle/diet has only improved, yet I feel like I look 80 years older!
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jackal, I’ve called you three times and you haven’t called me back. maybe other people have had the same experience and given up.
stress is aging you. is it worth it? what you’re doing with your life isn’t working. you’re not happy. stop, collaborate and listen! (yes, Vanilla Ice)
What I’m trying to say (for the one millionth time) is that you need to make changes.
If you were within 100 miles of me I would find you and shake the ever living shit out of you. I don’t understand why you are so incredibly hell bent on continuing your life exactly as it is, even though it hasn’t made you happy for the last THREE YEARS (at least). That’s 10% of your life so far being unhappy. It’s idiotic.